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letters on leaving.

i wrote my first suicide letter in 10th grade. they told me it didn't count if you felt like dying unless you had it down on paper like a vetoed birth certificate. i've rewritten it enough times since to realize i could never leave with a proper goodbye. goodbye is too heavy a word for paper to hold and i was never brave enough for the kind of courage it takes to tell them why. why they weren't enough to keep me here. but i'm finally learning a different kind of bravery- the kind it takes to stay. stay. i learned to wear death like rope burn my junior year my senior year we became friends but i finally stopped cutting the insides of wrist

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Twas the Week Before Christmas

Personal Well, Doc is doing a lot better. He bit the bullet some time ago and decided to go off his meds - aside from taking one at 4am because the pain got to be too much, I don't think he's had any this week. They took the dressings off of his arm this morning, so he was in some pain when I called today, but I think he's otherwise alright. Both times I called we spent about an hour talking, where before it was only a few minutes, if he answered at all. He's got some metal in his shoulder now, and had some bone grafted as well. He can't write or do much of anything really; he can only read on his iPad right now.  He can text and type a lit

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Sprinkles of Stars

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Steampunk Cogs, Tubes and Gauges for Rainmeter

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Hellyeah Science Bros~

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Tortuga.

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TLOU: Endure and Survive

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Fullmetal Alchemist

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